A Journey Through Conflict and Healing: A Letter to My Readers

September 19th, 2024 by

Dear Readers,

Today, I want to invite you on a journey through my tarot card reading, where the past, present, and future speak to me, guiding me toward clarity and self-discovery. I hope that through sharing my own reflections, you may find insight into your own struggles, triumphs, and personal growth.

Right Hand Drawing: The Conscious Journey

With my right hand drawing, I focused on the external conflicts and challenges that shape my current reality.

Past – Five of Wands

“Disagreements can give me the space to discuss solutions.”

In the past, I’ve faced challenges and conflicts, some of which may have felt overwhelming. But I now see them for what they were—opportunities to open up the floor to discussion, to find new perspectives, and ultimately, to grow. Conflict, while uncomfortable, has been a catalyst for change.

Present – Knight of Swords

“I am not afraid of confrontation when it is needed.”

Today, I find myself standing in the space where confrontation is no longer daunting but a necessity. It’s not about being aggressive, but being assertive—knowing when to speak up and fight for what’s right. It is about clarity and swift action, knowing when to step in and when to move forward.

Future – Six of Swords

“I leave because I cannot heal in a place that reopens my wounds.”

In the future, there will come a moment of release, of departure. This card speaks to the necessary act of walking away from environments or people that hinder my healing. It’s not about giving up but rather choosing a path that allows me to heal and thrive. Sometimes, distance is the most compassionate act of self-preservation.

Left Hand Drawing: The Inner Voice

With my left hand drawing, I turned inward, seeking the wisdom of my subconscious and the deep truths that lie within.

Past – Ten of Swords

“I release burdens that are not mine to carry.”

My inner voice reminds me of the times when I have carried pain and burdens that were not my own. In releasing these burdens, I’ve freed myself from unnecessary suffering. The wounds may have run deep, but in acknowledging them, I’ve begun to heal.

Present – Strength

“My compassion to myself sets the foundation for my compassion to others.”

At this moment, my inner strength is anchored in self-compassion. I am learning to be kinder to myself, recognizing that my own healing allows me to be a source of compassion and love for those around me. The more I honor my own needs, the more I can give to others authentically.

Future – Nine of Pentacles (Reversed)

“My value is not defined by what I own but by who I am.”

Looking ahead, my future self will find peace in knowing that true fulfillment isn’t tied to material success. It’s a reminder to focus on inner richness rather than external wealth. My worth is inherent in my being, not in my possessions.

As you reflect on these cards alongside me, I hope they inspire you to confront your own conflicts with grace, to honor your strength, and to release what no longer serves you. Life’s journey is ever-evolving, and through each phase, we continue to grow stronger, more compassionate, and more in tune with our true selves.

With love and light,
Jenny Toussaint

Finding Balance in Chaos: My End-of-Shift Tarot Reflection

Dear Readers,

Today was one of those busy, nonstop days where time seemed to slip away, and the usual mid-day tarot reading turned into an end-of-shift reflection. In the midst of the hustle and bustle, I took a moment to pause, center myself, and draw cards that would guide me as I transition from the busyness of the day into a state of calm and reflection. Here’s what the cards revealed to me:

Past – Knight of Wands

“There are no limits to my energy and sense of wonder.”

Looking back, this card reminds me of the boundless energy and passion I’ve always carried into my work. Despite challenges and long hours, there’s always been an enthusiasm driving me forward. The Knight of Wands represents that fire within, urging me to push past boundaries, seek new experiences, and embrace the journey with excitement and curiosity. It is a reminder that no matter how demanding the day, I’ve got the energy to meet it head-on.

Present – Nine of Cups

“I know my worth.”

In the present moment, I find myself reflecting on personal fulfillment. The Nine of Cups signals a sense of satisfaction and self-worth. After a long day, it’s easy to lose sight of your achievements, but this card calls me to pause and recognize my value. I am reminded that I’ve done enough, that my contributions matter, and that I should take pride in what I’ve accomplished. It’s a beautiful reminder to honor my worth, not just in what I do, but in who I am.

Future – The King of Cups

“There are solutions that both my heart and my mind can agree on.”

Looking ahead, the King of Cups brings a message of balance—between emotion and intellect, between the heart and the mind. As I prepare for the next phase, I am reassured that solutions will arise from a place of calm wisdom. In the future, I will have the capacity to navigate challenges with both emotional intelligence and rational thought. The King of Cups reminds me that true leadership comes from mastering this harmony and that no matter how turbulent things may seem, I can find peace within.

As this day comes to a close, I feel grounded by the insights these cards have provided. They remind me to carry my energy with grace, to know my worth, and to trust in the balance of heart and mind as I move forward. In sharing this reflection, I hope you too can take a moment to pause, reflect, and find harmony in your own journey.

Wishing you peace,
Jenny Toussaint

Embracing Belonging: My Nightly Tarot Reflection

Dear Readers,

As the day winds down and I prepare to rest, I turn to my nightly tarot reading—a ritual that helps me reflect on the day and gain insight for the night ahead. Tonight’s single card, The Hierophant, holds a profound message, one that speaks deeply to my journey of seeking connection and understanding.

The Hierophant

“I can find belonging with people that accept me as who I am.”

This card reminds me that true belonging isn’t about fitting into a mold, but about finding spaces and people who embrace me for who I am. In a world that often pressures us to conform, the Hierophant reassures me that I don’t need to change myself to find community or acceptance. Instead, it encourages me to seek out those who appreciate my authenticity—the friends, family, and connections that value my true self, imperfections and all.

There is also a spiritual aspect to this card, one that speaks to guidance, tradition, and learning. The Hierophant symbolizes the mentors, teachers, and communities that offer wisdom and support on my journey. It reminds me that I’m not walking this path alone and that I can draw strength from those who share their experiences and knowledge with me.

As I close out this day, I am reminded that I am exactly where I need to be, surrounded by the people who see me for who I am. The Hierophant’s message is one of acceptance—of myself and of the people who love me as I am. It encourages me to trust in the connections I’ve built and to continue seeking out those who help me grow, support me, and encourage me to stay true to my path.

I hope this message resonates with you as much as it has with me. May you find belonging in spaces where your heart feels at home, and may you always be surrounded by those who see and cherish your authentic self.

With love and acceptance,
Jenny Toussaint

Fragments Of Identity : A Journey Of Resilience, Discovery, And Redemption by Jenny Toussaint