After completing shifts, I finally took a moment to pause, breathe, and reflect, and yesterday, September 19th, 2024, I felt the need to connect with my inner self through a tarot reading. And today, September 20th, 2024, I did the same, seeking guidance and clarity.
As I shuffled the cards yesterday, I could sense the energy of my recent experiences being absorbed. My first card, representing my past, was Strength—a reminder of the resilience and compassion I’ve cultivated over time. The message was clear: “My compassion to myself sets the foundation for my compassion to others.” This resonated deeply. During my shifts, I am often the pillar of strength for others, but I realize that this strength comes from nurturing myself first.
Moving to the present, I drew the Two of Cups. It brought to mind all the relationships I’ve cultivated in my life, both professional and personal. The card whispered: “I am ready to see others as they are, not as who I want them to be.” The long hours at work have tested my patience, especially in understanding my colleagues and patients, but this card reminded me of the beauty in accepting people for who they truly are. In doing so, I can foster deeper connections, free from the burden of expectations.
For the future, the Queen of Wands appeared—a beacon of hope and inspiration. The queen spoke to me: “I inspire others through my passion and determination.” Despite the exhaustion of my career, my passion for nursing has never dimmed. I see now that I can continue to inspire those around me—whether it be through my work or the way I live my life—with the fire of purpose that still burns within.
This morning, September 20th, 2024, after yet another demanding shift, I turned to the cards again, seeking further insight. The first card that greeted me was the Queen of Cups for my past. Her message was both soothing and enlightening: “I can bring others happiness without sacrificing my own.” In the world of nursing, this balance can feel elusive. We give so much to others, but this card reminded me that it’s possible to nurture others while still taking care of myself.
In the present, the Chariot (Reversed) made an appearance. At first glance, it seemed daunting, but the message soon became clear: “I regain control and steer my life with focused intention.” Lately, it has felt as though the demands of my job were pulling me in different directions, making it hard to find balance. But this card reminded me that despite the chaos, I still hold the reins. With focus, I can guide my life toward the direction I want it to go, rather than being swept away by the current.
The future was symbolized by the Knight of Wands (Reversed). This card carried a message of caution and wisdom: “I consider consequences and act wisely.” While I’m eager to charge ahead in life, this card serves as a reminder that thoughtful action is key. It’s not about rushing into the next adventure, but about moving forward with care and deliberation.
These past two days of readings have helped ground me after the whirlwind of shifts. They’ve reminded me of the importance of self-compassion, acceptance, and focused action. Life will continue to present challenges, but through reflection and careful thought, I know I can navigate the path ahead with grace, courage, and wisdom.
To my readers: May these reflections from my tarot readings inspire you to look inward, to find your strength, and to move forward with intention. And remember, the universe speaks to us in mysterious ways—sometimes through the cards we draw, and sometimes through the quiet moments we steal for ourselves. Listen closely.